ccraw   ny

Posted at 11:30pm on Thursday, February 7th, 2008

the clip shows me that i should of faced who i was 20yrs ago. and i wouldn't have all this sadness and regret. i should of kissed a boy.

FoundTruth   switzerland

Posted at 1:37am on Thursday, February 7th, 2008

comin with a short one again...

What we see, when we look into the mirror, is ust what we see, when we look at another human being. May it be deformed or old or may it be a picture of a babies hungry eyes that are covered with flies (words from wu-tang, 8 diagrams) it will frighten us, because to sense our own identity we need a second one as we are fragments of our mothers (and fathers)souls or spirits able to become "whole" if we find another identity to merge and split again (this can be a "friend") - then this experience will define the metaphysical meaning of the word mirror and at the same time it urges one to face "reality" in it's infinite complexity, as reality is as well physics and math as feelings and thoughts and feelings and thoughts are as well maths and physics as everything else we must embrace, if we search our thoughts long enough. And if u walk the narrow path to it's end, you will be reborn, and this journey into deep space (it is no coincidence neuroscience gives astronomic names to the parts of the brain) will leave a mark on evryone who made it through. (Camus speeks of the desert which the piercing, searching mind enters if he searches the unthinkable profundities long enough) I was lead into this process, when i tried hard to find out who i really was... in the deepest corner of my mind i found an "energy" that is unique, i abused my mind with cannabis alcohol and very little sleep and daylight in the hope it would bring to light the very meaning of my existence, the reason my mind clinged so firmly to this world he had been thrown in => "What is The Meaning of Life?" It's a human mistake to see this as a question. It is the answer, and the question it refers to is a question quite like this one: "Why do we love" or "Why do we live", we do it because life has a meaning - evry philosophical question of this magnitude leads into a moebius strip, a circular argument or a vicious circle as some might call it because in this world there are only questions if u need answers - if u get rid of the questions u don't need the answers anymore, u will have them, as u do right now. You just have to perceive and it is painfull but once u are through ... you will feel something only very few people feel i guess - it feels like u had a sun warming your soul from the inside of your chest, it feels like sunshine on your skin when your in a good mood or like the tender touch of your boy or girlfriend that warms your soul. I feel like Jesus now, and as u all can hear im "crazy"... but opposites correspond to each other so i say i'm one of the few people on the world that came to the bottom of it... I'm 20 years old, if a doctor told me i had 1 day to live i would be sad, but happy at the same time, because i know now that nothing bad can ever happen to me anymore because there isn't a good or a bad... things just ARE, if there's a word for something, it exists, if there is a sentence, and all sentences ARE, then this sentence is TRUE. Everything is true, because truth isnt something humans like to see in breakfast news, it's infinite complexity and we can not catch her, but we can get high on it and let it inspire us and make us happy as all valuation falls off and we see clear...but as i said the path is narrow and if u fall you will find it hard to make your way back because it may be likely that by then, your in a mental clinic on heav drugs frightened even more than before as you see that the people who work there, psychologists and so on, people are so close to the truth u were searching for but they call u "sick" and tell you it will get better if u take their drugs and that afterwards you can "lead a normal life again", a normal life u volontarily gave away because evrything tasted sipid and vapid and you didnt understand why u wasnt "one of them", able to just exist along all the others and hide in the ma** IT IS TIME HUMa**TOP HIDING IT IS TIME ALL MEN STAND BEFORE THE LIGHT ffs im preaching, im sitting in my little room in front of my pc and im stoned as f***, peace out to all of you... love you boys,... the girls 2 ofc

FoundTruth   Switzerland

Posted at 12:35am on Thursday, February 7th, 2008

There's life in that clip, some might call it love - if more people wondered why those 2 words are so similar AND if some more of them would find the answer to this question,if they needed help they should ask someone who has answers(the problem is they'r goddamn rare) as there ARE answers to ALL questions a human being can ask, so then the sweet dream we see in front of us could be the salvation so many of "us" were desperately waiting for(whoever "we" are [human beings/souls/spirits/...]) Just like i was.... a little gay boy (:P) that didnt know why the world is so cold in so many corners. We all have to break our way through the "lies" that protect us from "the truth" that we feared from since we were kids, because we always knew we were different - and that's all what we are. If u can't accept who you are and how "mother nature"/"god"/"the universe" made you, you will never be happy ... and some who feel too left alone and whose souls had been starving for 2 long from frustration and lonelyness (a lonelyness they also feel when they'r "hangin around" with people who dont understand them, the "heteros" who lie to protect themselves like kids do, like i did, like the church did, like evryone does and they do not recognize what they are - they are kings and queens or Jesus or GOD (im not religious, say I know what religion is, but i am facing the truth right now in evry corner of my brain, and all the walls and security doors and lockdowns my brain "installed" when i was depressed and i thought i was a pedophile, not able to love .... that was the turning point! i knew that i was into boys... but the idea of being a pedo made me choose betwen life(true sight) and death(suicide)! this decision activated my survival instinct hidden deep in my wealthy-scum brain and it suddenly jumped to autopilot and just gave me all the information i was searching for while it was lying in front of me all the time, as i was walking in the same old circles i didn't see that JESUS (again: "im not religious, but..:") is the solution , a person , a human being that can love any other human being, a guy who forgives all sins and comforts the sinners so that they fall into his arms crying - guys we all have this power, jesus is nothing more but the one bright idea, christianity is built on, im german speaking but "N

Shirakawa   Midlands

Posted at 2:28am on Wednesday, January 30th, 2008

A beautiful example of unbreakable friendship.

The English words:-

Are you there
Where I am too
Have you arrived
Where time pa** in the wind
Like sand at the sea
Like the waves that come back and again
It's not really that hard
We just took it
The moment's writing our story
We are inseparable
We are everlasting
We are inseparable
Lost in our world
We are inseparable
We are everlasting
The second's been frozen
Finally found
What always belonged together
A world made of seconds
Which will destroy us when we're alone
Like the tides
And dreams that come back and again
They give us courage
We just took them
The moment's writing our story
We are inseparable
We are everlasting
We are inseparable
Lost in our world
We are inseparable
We are everlasting
The second's been frozen
We are here and live for the moment
We are there where time begins
We are here and live for the moment
We are.... THERE.
We are inseparable
We are everlasting...

Anonymous   Location unknown

Posted at 7:20am on Wednesday, December 19th, 2007

Mathieu
FRANCE
It's the firstime I visit you. I love very much this film.

Argentum   Russland

Posted at 4:13am on Wednesday, December 12th, 2007

Bist du da, wo ich auch bin
Bist du angekommen...
Wo die Zeit im Wind verrinnt
Wie Sand am Meer
Wie die Wellen, die immer wieder kommen
Es ist eigentlich nicht schwer
Wir haben es uns einfach genommen

Der Augenblick schreibt unsere Geschichte

Wir sind unzertrennlich
Sind unvergänglich
Wir sind unzertrennlich
In unserer Welt verloren
Wir sind unzertrennlich
Sind unvergänglich
Die Sekunde eingefroren

Endlich gefunden
Was längst zusammen gehört
Eine Welt a**ekunden
Die uns alleine nur zerstört
Wie Ebbe und Flut
und Träume, die immer wieder kommen
Sie machen uns Mut
Wir haben sie uns einfach genommen

Der Augenblick schreibt unsere Geschichte

Wir...sind...hier
Leben den Moment
Sind...da
Wo die Zeit beginnt

Wir sind unzertrennlich
Sind unvergänglich
Wir sind unzertrennlich
In unserer Welt verloren
Wir sind unzertrennlich
Sind unvergänglich
Die Sekunde eingefroren

riichboii byron   West Covina, CA

Posted at 9:11pm on Saturday, December 8th, 2007

i hate this movie
it made me so sad
but i never kassed a guy
so im jelious

did   Paris

Posted at 3:57pm on Saturday, November 3rd, 2007

Excellent as usual, thanks again bambiboys

Richard   Arizona USA

Posted at 6:14am on Thursday, November 1st, 2007

I made me sad. They both know. But one can not accept. Very good profile of youth.

rob flint   los angeles

Posted at 8:27pm on Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

i most energetic and sensual movie

Anonymous   Location unknown

Posted at 10:45pm on Saturday, October 20th, 2007

good

marcos   UK

Posted at 11:46pm on Monday, October 15th, 2007

Good the clip two boys
thank`s

Steve48@Safe-mail.net   USA

Posted at 12:50am on Saturday, October 13th, 2007

This clip was very real and painful for me to watch, thanks so much for allowing me to feel that i'm not alone. Where i live no one is gay i feel so alone.

Alex Martinez   Toronto, On. CANADA

Posted at 8:20pm on Thursday, October 11th, 2007

ITS AMAZING!!!!THANKS

Waza   Brighton UK

Posted at 9:45pm on Saturday, October 6th, 2007

this conveys the truths of life , that we all know deep down but at one tim or another want to come out but are too sceared to , reminds me of when i came out i felt so much beter even though it did have efects on me other ways it improved my life and i am much hapier now and moving forwards.